Bridging the Gulf Between Head and Heart
Monday, April 28th, 2008The “One Life” journey for me has been very revealing about the gulf between “heart” and “head.” Intellectually, I have always believed the Bible’s teaching that “God owns everything,” and I am fully convinced that Jesus meant what He said in Matthew 6 that we shouldn’t worry about things like what we’re going to eat, or what we’re going to wear, because God knows we need these things. He’s promised that if we seek God’s kingdom first, all these things will be added to us. I believe that. I really do.
As I’ve thought through “One Life,” however, I’ve seen in myself that I really haven’t lived like I believe it. I have always held back in some way. And I’m not just talking about finances. I’m talking about all aspects of my life – that “whole person” stewardship that Dr. Jones has been talking about. It seems like I’ve always tried to keep something in reserve “just in case.” This journey has made me think, “Just in case what?” Well, if I’m being honest, the only possible answer to that question is, “Just in case God doesn’t come through as He’s promised.” In other words, the root problem is a lack of faith.
Wow! Before the “One Life” journey began, I thought I had this stewardship thing all figured out. Now I have been confronted with a lack of faith and trust that I never knew was there. There’s been a disconnect between head and heart, and, as the Apostle James tells me, my faith without works is dead. The truth is that if I think I believe it but don’t act on it, then I probably don’t really believe it, at least not completely. I really do need to live “all out” for God. Because of who He is, I don’t need a backup plan. Thanks be to God for showing me that.
For me, this “One Life” journey isn’t about strategic initiatives and raising money. It’s about the gulf between “head” and “heart,” and about an opportunity to put my faith in action. Hopefully, the gulf is a little smaller now than it was before.
Chris Gleason
Immanuel Elder
